I'm still feeling so down in the dumps today :(
Really dont want to be that person that gets moody over other peoples happiness but every now and then a little green sneaks in. I am so happy for all the mommy's and wish them all the best but at the same time I am secretly wishing it was me.
Whats wrong with me? Why is it easy for others to fall pregnant but I battle?
My first pregnancy wasnt even planned and neither was the second but they just happened and now that I actually want to have a baby, nothing happens. And there isnt even a medical reason for it, everything is normal and all test came back clear.
Babies are given to mommies that dont even want them but not to people like me that do :(
Lord, please give me strength and understanding during this time. help me to remember that your will be done and not my own and that everything happens for a reason. I pray you bless me with another bundle of joy to love and care for and patience to trust that you know the best time always.
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Hugs! pray that you'll be blessed real soon! xx
ReplyDeleteHi there
ReplyDeleteI happened upon your blog after seeing you are a follower of mine. I hope you don't mind. I read over your history quickly and cannot believe how similiar it is to mine. I am so sorry this is happening to you and I also feel what makes it worse is that we fall into the "forgotten" category. We cannot be labeled infertile since we have 1 or 2 children so do not get the sympathy we rightfully deserve.
I am not sure how much of my blog you have read but my pregnancy happened only after I had made peace with the fact that we were never going to have more. Yes MUCH easier said than done - the whole "don't stress" scenario blah blah blah .... so I will not use any of those "wise" words on you as I myself wanted to smack the person who used them on me. All I can say is just keep believing .. God will bless you in his own time.
P.S (nice to meet you)
Thanks Melanie.
ReplyDeleteHope852, it so nice to meet you too and to have some1 that understand my frustration. I promise I wont smack you coz I need that gentle reminder every now and then ;)