Who knew that talking could be so therapeutic, i certainly didnt and always assumed somethings were better left untold.
What a journey it has been. Looking forward to many more years at this game called life and hopefully not as rocky as my past. I have a new man and beautiful little girl and God is great in all aspects of the word.
Why do i still feel so lonely though?
17/07/2009
Its been 72 days since my last AF.
Doctors say not not to worry till 90 days but honestly, whats the difference? I have been wanting another baby for the last 3 years and now that we finally have a chance to try, my body shuts down. When i see all the pregnant mommy's (including my friends), i wanna cry coz i so badly want to experience that again.
Why is it so hard to accept that mayb God doesnt want us to have another baby now? I know I will be a good mommy, havent I proved that with my first?
I find it so strange how things work, those that are not fit to have babies do and those that really want a baby dont/ cant.
Only 3 more weeks to wait and then i can get my cycle back on track and start trying again.
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