Sunday, September 20, 2009

Conflicting emotions

So here's the dilema, to TTC or not to TTC? And that is the question.

I have been saying for the last 2 years that I reall want to have another baby but have put it off until I got married. Hubby and I got married in Feb 2009 and immediately stopped the BC. We havent been trying for very long but the journey itself is very emotionally draining. Getting a BFN every month is just to depressing.
On the other hand though, as a believer I must trust God to provide and fulfill according to his plan and only He knows when our time will come. Maybe the reason we havent been successful to date is because it is not God's time for us?

And that is the dilema. Do we try nothing and leave it in God's hands or do we try at the risk that we will continue down our road of depressing BFN's?

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